Well the big Waking Down weekend (Saniel and Linda Bonder) is over, and an inspiring event it was. My biggest “take away” was that I actually don’t have to change anything that I am doing, I just have to up my level of attention (or presence) by 10%. That is enough to distinguish when I am creating out of passion vs. when I am creating out of compulsion / avoidance. I feel a much greater sense of spaciousness in my life today, and in fact, I have had a very focused and productive morning. Starting back on polyphasic sleeping and generally moving business forward. I realized today that I don’t need to have a master business plan ready, I just need to move forward with the next immediate step and trust that everything will unfold. I have been a bit stuck with that (taking the first step), and I got unstuck this morning.
Saniel talks about his transmission (of Being-energy, what I call Love) as providing a kind of core nutrient, the same as air, food and water. Nutrient for the soul. I can feel it.
In addition to this, of course, the implications of us being a part of a global consciousness development movement, where we are being directly mentored by extraordinary beings such as Saniel and Linda, where we benefit from the support of the community and have opportunities to contribute into that community, is huge. It’s a bit like joining a church and a political party at once – an “integral” church.